It sneaks it's way into your life, as if it were already there. Slowly, it brings you down with no explanation. All of a sudden, you can't remember the last time you could breathe. It bogs you down like a ball and chain, dragging behind all your efforts to keep going. It lingers for what … Continue reading Depression
Tag: borderline
Used and Invisible
When things happen in life, it hits you so much harder as a borderline, at least in my experience. I've been sitting in emotional pain and turmoil all day long. I saw my therapist and we talked about everything going on, and I made a decision about something in my life. Well, that decision made … Continue reading Used and Invisible
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Strong Emotions
I'm currently navigating a dangerous path in my personal life, and having borderline personality disorder is not helping. All of the emotions I'm going through are so strong, my stomach burns. My mind is obsessed with what's going on, just constantly thinking about it. I'm constantly listening to music that reminds me of it. The way … Continue reading Strong Emotions
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Cut and Dry
I'm back! I took a bit of a break from my blog as we focused on the kids going back to school and adjusting our schedules and appointments accordingly. One of the things I've noticed since school started is what I'm making this blog post about; a borderline mother helping her children navigate their friendships. … Continue reading Cut and Dry
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Chaos and Shivers
I always think of the best way to word things right before I fall asleep at night, and then I forget. A couple of days ago, I was forced to face something I've been running from for over a decade; a near deadly mistake I made when I was nineteen that keeps haunting me. I'll … Continue reading Chaos and Shivers
BPD: A Journey 