When things happen in life, it hits you so much harder as a borderline, at least in my experience. I've been sitting in emotional pain and turmoil all day long. I saw my therapist and we talked about everything going on, and I made a decision about something in my life. Well, that decision made … Continue reading Used and Invisible
Author: Anna Padrez
Strong Emotions
I'm currently navigating a dangerous path in my personal life, and having borderline personality disorder is not helping. All of the emotions I'm going through are so strong, my stomach burns. My mind is obsessed with what's going on, just constantly thinking about it. I'm constantly listening to music that reminds me of it. The way … Continue reading Strong Emotions
I Don’t Fit the Mold
I am not a normal Christian, and for some reason that makes me feel uncomfortable. I've tried so many times, but I don't go to church, probably due to my anxiety. Church exacerbates my "odd one out" feeling. I tell myself that everyone there is judging me, that the kids program is probably judging my … Continue reading I Don’t Fit the Mold
Chip Away the Stigma
Growing up, I honestly couldn't stand when a grown adult would throw around a random mental illness when getting frustrated with their kids. For example, my mother-in-law often told my husband that he needed to be on medication because "you're probably bipolar". In doing this repeatedly, she formed a stigma in his mind that turned … Continue reading Chip Away the Stigma
Life After the Pill, Pt. 6
I've now been birth control free for eight months! Not much has changed since my last update "Life After the Pill" update in July, but one of the biggest changes is I haven't had a migraine in months! I saw my doctor last month and she was very glad to hear that. As usual, my PMS … Continue reading Life After the Pill, Pt. 6

