Some friends of mine have decided to throw a surprise birthday party for someone on a day that I'm unavailable. I told them that it was fine, not to try and plan it on another day because of me, seeing as I was the only one who couldn't make it. But internally I'm angry, and … Continue reading A Radical Acceptance Experience
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I Hate Taking Care of Myself
It almost never fails. I find a good routine for myself, I feel really confident in what I'm doing and look forward to seeing my progress in a few months, but then I'm hit with a setback. What was it this time? My lower back. The TLDR version is I have narrowing in the lower … Continue reading I Hate Taking Care of Myself
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It Burns
Sometimes stuff happens that hits close to home, whether it's in your heart, or literally close to where you live. Last night, a friend of mine texted me about a fire where she lives, which happens to be where I grew up for the first thirteen years of my life. It wasn't just a small … Continue reading It Burns
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BPD Growing Up Part 2: I Loved Him
I wasn't the type to date around in high school. I always got too attached & break ups were very emotionally scarring, which now I realize was the BPD I didn't know I had. This one particular boy, who I will call H, came basically out of nowhere. H and I had known each other … Continue reading BPD Growing Up Part 2: I Loved Him
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We Are Not Lab Rats
Something happened yesterday in one of the support groups I am in. Myself and other borderlines post in that group seeking help for our behaviors; guidance for our intense emotions because we want to heal from years of suffering in a life like this, and need support in doing so. A certain author joined our … Continue reading We Are Not Lab Rats
BPD: A Journey 