It almost never fails. I find a good routine for myself, I feel really confident in what I'm doing and look forward to seeing my progress in a few months, but then I'm hit with a setback. What was it this time? My lower back. The TLDR version is I have narrowing in the lower … Continue reading I Hate Taking Care of Myself
Tag: BPD
Insecurities
It's one of those days where I'm starting to doubt publicly sharing my journey. I waver between wanting to help those fellow BPD warriors who are seeking advice and support and just wanting to know they're not alone. But then I'm scared. I'm afraid of meeting new people, and them being unable to see all … Continue reading Insecurities
I Hate March
For the past four years, I've faced the month of March with dread. This next part is a little complicated, and involves death so trigger warning now. My big sister was killed at her home in March of 2012. Because we had stopped talking to her for a few years, we didn't find out about … Continue reading I Hate March
Life After the Pill
I know this is primarily my mental health blog, but I want to talk about the birth control pill. I didn't realize just how much it was affecting me until I stopped taking it, and I feel like others need to be aware in case it's happening to them as well. I started taking the … Continue reading Life After the Pill
BPD Growing Up Part 2: I Loved Him
I wasn't the type to date around in high school. I always got too attached & break ups were very emotionally scarring, which now I realize was the BPD I didn't know I had. This one particular boy, who I will call H, came basically out of nowhere. H and I had known each other … Continue reading BPD Growing Up Part 2: I Loved Him

