Last night, I was triggered by something that I still do not understand about myself. Maybe it's due to my incredibly low self-esteem, maybe it's based on how I was raised, hell maybe it's because of an abusive relationship I was in many years ago, but anything relating to naked bodies even in an artistic … Continue reading Kind of Had An Episode
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Sensing Things
One of the prominent symptoms of BPD for me personally is the unfortunate ability to basically sense how someone important or close to me is feeling, and the tendency to connect it to impending doom. I've done this for as long as I can remember, and I hate it! My husband is not a man … Continue reading Sensing Things
BPD “Episode”
When BPD strikes, I refer to it as one of my "episodes", and last night I had one from out of the blue. Well, not completely out of the blue; I ran out of my anxiety medication over the New Year holiday, so of course I went 2 days without it. I still took my … Continue reading BPD “Episode”

