Do you ever feel like you crave affection so much that you need it to survive, like water? I feel this in phases. Sometimes, I'm fine. Other times, I practically need an IV of affection, constantly flowing through me so I can't wander off. That's one of my personal struggles with borderline personality disorder; if … Continue reading Love Me, Need Me, Hold Me
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BPD Growing Up Part 3: The Source
This post is going to be about my mother, so if that's a trigger for you, there's your warning. My mother was born to a woman too young to have kids at the time, so she was put up for adoption and ended up with someone on her father's side of the family. They raised … Continue reading BPD Growing Up Part 3: The Source
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A Radical Acceptance Experience
Some friends of mine have decided to throw a surprise birthday party for someone on a day that I'm unavailable. I told them that it was fine, not to try and plan it on another day because of me, seeing as I was the only one who couldn't make it. But internally I'm angry, and … Continue reading A Radical Acceptance Experience
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I Hate Taking Care of Myself
It almost never fails. I find a good routine for myself, I feel really confident in what I'm doing and look forward to seeing my progress in a few months, but then I'm hit with a setback. What was it this time? My lower back. The TLDR version is I have narrowing in the lower … Continue reading I Hate Taking Care of Myself
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Assumptions are dangerous.
I haven't posted a blog in longer than I'm happy with, but to be frank, this month has been rough on my mental health. That said, over the past few days I noticed something positive about myself that I definitely link to me being a borderline. Not only do I love fiercely, I care fiercely … Continue reading Assumptions are dangerous.
BPD: A Journey 