Growing up, the main focus was always "graduate high school, go to college". I fought every obstacle thrown my way, and I graduated high school. I decided to take a year off before going to college, because of how topsy turvy my life was those last two years. But then I never went. Here I … Continue reading What Am I Doing?
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Validating Your Feelings
At therapy last week, I had yet another big discovery; I tend to knock down my own feelings and opinions of things. For example, if I'm feeling upset about something, I will tell myself, "stop it, you're being dramatic". If I'm feeling sad about something, I will tell myself, "it's stupid of you to feel … Continue reading Validating Your Feelings
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Kind of Had An Episode
Last night, I was triggered by something that I still do not understand about myself. Maybe it's due to my incredibly low self-esteem, maybe it's based on how I was raised, hell maybe it's because of an abusive relationship I was in many years ago, but anything relating to naked bodies even in an artistic … Continue reading Kind of Had An Episode
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Identity
I've never really known who I am as a person. I'm a chameleon of sorts; I make friends and blend in with those friends, because it's comfortable. As a child, my mother always put negative emphasis on the fact that I would often pick up traits of others around me. From phrases to opinions to … Continue reading Identity
BPD: A Journey 